Originally, I majored in machinery at a local university.
As it stands now, I'm not sure I can endure wearing a wig in the poor environment of the factory. (But it's more burdensome to go to graduate school wearing a wig...)
So now I'm preparing for an administrative official. It's not necessarily convenient to be a public servant, but I think it's better than a factory that explodes welding without an air conditioner. It's a waste of studying and qualifications, but I'm also wondering if I'm good enough to get a job based on my working environment. It's a vague expectation that I'll be brainless while studying for about a year. Wouldn't it be great if you got your hair done and got accepted and went to work.
So I had the courage to go to the city library for about three months. I shaved my head and put on a hat. But if you wear a hat, it's tight, and it's hot and stuffy, right? So I go at 7 a.m. and sit with a wall on the back of my head all the time. And put a partition around the test paper as much as possible. After that, I take off my hat and take a rest. ^^ Of course, this is embarrassing, too. I haven't completely overcome it these days. I tried to give up several times, but I managed to put up with it.
But this is also a kind of bird's nest. Paying attention to others' eyes in a crowded library is less stressful than worrying about being alone at home. And I met my classmates, but I hid it at first, but it was comfortable to just tell them later. I got some hair, too.
If you look at it, there are people in the library who are suspected of being like me. You always wear a hat and you can see your skin. Or a woman who always wears a hat and studies with a higher partition than me...It could be my mistake.
Lastly, I've quit dermatological treatment for a long time and I take psychiatric medication. Everyone. Honestly, is there anything more to be embarrassed about? It's not known if stress is the cause, but if stress is the cause, everyone. Honestly, can you handle your stress on your own right now? Rather than blocking a huge stream of water in the middle of the river, wouldn't it be possible to avoid it by turning it on a little with the help of something else? Exercise is good and meditation is good, but anyway, I chose psychiatric medicine as my last choice. And I think I did a good job. I'm eating really little right now. I overcame my mental strength to the point that I didn't have to eat it, but I still feel a little anxious, so I take half of the medicine called seroxat (anxiety, anxiety relief effect). At first, I ate about three things.
There will be no side effects just because it's a psychiatric drug, but I think there will be fewer side effects than steroids or minoxidil (minoxidil).
And these days, I just drink 2 cups of coffee and coke. When I lost my hair at the beginning, people around me picked it up and did everything. I stopped drinking coffee for almost a year. But now that I think about it, it's more stressful. Don't you think you should drink coffee if it's more fun? Instead, I rarely drink or smoke. I always wake up at 6 o'clock because I have to go to the library early. I sleep flexibly. I sometimes run on the playground for my stamina.
I doubt how long I will be able to go to the library due to the hot weather, but anyway, I left a message in the hope that I could help you a little bit. I'm not completely full-body hair loss, but if you look at the parts that were missing, only the forehead area remains a little, and the rest of the hair has been lost more than once. I used it a while ago, but I was also very worried about the dermatologist. I was told to test for syphilis. Now, it is stained with recurrence and improvement, but it is the largest number ever. It's quite encouraging.
Finally, don't fall for the vendor's shallow tricks. In the 60 minutes of last week's follow-up, a fraudulent doctor diagnosed a healthy actor as a terminal cancer patient appeared. I also have a horrible scar on the back of my head. I want to beat him to death, but I'm holding it in.
There is a person who is preparing for civil service below, so when I wrote about it, it became very long and rambling. I'm not confident because the competition rate is huge again this year and it's not a major, but I'm going to keep studying until I get my head around. I want to get a job at a small and medium-sized company right away.
I'm sorry if my writing has offended you. I wrote this to help you in my own way, so please understand.
Then I hope everyone gets good results. Way to go
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