I went to a big house and ate during Chuseok
Grandpa and uncle said, 'Hey, you're losing your hair now, too. You used to have so much hair and strength. So the topic of the evening was hair and hair loss.
My father says he'll give me a partial wig later because it's still okay, but I'm 25 now. I'm at an age where I enjoy myself and live confidently without much stress, but hearing that makes me feel shabby.
Actually, since I came down to the countryside this time, I was trying to make a turning point in my life by cutting my hair short and tattooing it like SMP on my scalp in aesthetic. That's why I told my father on the way back from the big house and got angry. If you pay attention to your head, you can't get accepted even if you study for the rest of your life..Even if you're bald, you'll get married and give birth to all your children..
It's not like I'm worried that I won't be able to get married right now, you all know. It's a matter of confidence, self-esteem. As my hair fell out rapidly, I gathered my hair, hid the empty spots, and even if I spray it, I could see my scalp. When I went to school, the kids said, 'Hey, aren't you losing your hair? Even my juniors, who I don't know well, asked me in class, "You didn't do that before you went to the army," but I didn't know how to explain this misery. I'm a person who doesn't want to be hard because I'm very bright and try to think positively, but seeing myself obsessed with what this dark hair is for me makes me look shabby..
That's why I want to get a tattoo on my scalp. My father is right. My head isn't pretty and my face isn't handsome (even my first impression is said to be scary) so I'm just telling you to go with it even if you don't have a lot of hair. But at least, even if my head is ugly, I want to push it away and confidently go around.
That's why I'm asking, what do you think of seniors in the society if a shaved junior like me joins the company or walks around on the street?Do you mind if I get a scalp tattoo this time?
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