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Living as a wig in Korea...

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It's a real struggle........
I can't put down something heavy in my mind....
It feels like you're always cheating even when you're meeting people.........
How will this person think I'm wearing a wig one day...
I'm the one with more male hormones than anyone else and more energy in my body...
But it's so frustrating to have to control and live with that overflowing energy with wigs....
And compromise with reality... from some acquaintance brother...
I will lose so much freedom because of the wig and make a proper compromise with reality and continue to live like that in the future.......
When I wear a wig, I have more time to be active at night than during the day when I go out...
Even if I'm always drunk, I have to be on the edge of my head to keep someone from touching my head...
I can't let go of my thoughts even for a moment..........
Of course, I'm probably too timid thinking like this...
I was also a very bright and outgoing person before I had hair loss...
He didn't like being at home for a second, and he was the type to go out and about.........
It was a time when I was never really aware of myself and now that I think about it, it's a time when I was really free...
But if you live as a hair loss in Korea, your personality changes a lot........
I gained a lot of external confidence with the wig, but the anxiety in my mind seems to follow me for the rest of my life........
Now I think about throwing it off and just opening it up to people comfortably, but I just can't dare...
I think that's what pride is all about...
Oh, my God, I'm so proud of you......
I think I have a lot of self-esteem...
And I don't know if this is a joke of fate.........
I saw a lot of people post a picture of me at my club, so I found out that she was the lady at the hair salon I went to before wearing the wig.........
I'm not kidding. I'm serious;;;;
Of course, not a single member of the club knows that I wear wigs...
I also posted a lot of pictures of the club...
I deleted all of my photos I posted in case they caught me because it scared me for a second.......
I also took a group photo on my outing, but I'm worried that I might get caught...
Fortunately, they were all taken from a distance, so I can't see them well, so it's a relief if it's a relief...
Even when I go out because I have an appointment with my friend, if the wig style doesn't work out that day, I keep getting my hair done for an hour...
Still, if it doesn't come out of style, I call my friend and suddenly tell him I've lived my life and give up going out
Heaven is so indifferent, you'd rather give me another flaw...
Why did you have to do it with your hair.......... ㅜ
I'm going to have to cheer up again because I've been complaining here today...
No one recognizes that I'm struggling alone like this........
Please give us a lot of support and let's all cheer up
I won't say anything bitter I've heard that so many times...
Everyone, happy new year~
Fighting!

And people who live close by know me lol
Let's have another glass of wine in the future~