I'm a senior in high school. ^^(female)
I told my wig friend A for the first time last time..
"What... is that it? " I said, "Thank you for telling me."
The friend who hugged me was divided with me this time.
I have friends in the new class right now..
Yesterday, one of my friends, B... "Are you a wig?"
He kept looking at me like this... Hmm...
"No, don't bother me. I'm studying."
I just skimmed it over like this... My friend just sends me away every time I talk.. But it's almost a feeling that I noticed...Hahaha;;
So, my heart was pounding by myself...
Oh, my. (But...)...I really wanted to give up studying and everything....I don't know what it is. Should I say it's pressure? (Sighs)
So I told my friend A who was wearing a wig for the first time to B
I asked you if I should tell you my secret, and you told me to tell you.. A, B, and I were in the same class last year^^.;;
Even though I've told my friend A about wearing a wig..
I really can't tell my friend B.. Oh, but I'm a close friend... Even so..........If I say it for some reason, I feel like I won't see you again.
I feel inferior in many ways, and I'm wearing a wig..
So I always smile when I go to school^^ Like a positive child without any worries.. If it's true, another close friend says, "Don't laugh too hard..." What's so funny about you, even kids who aren't that close? Let's laugh together
I just smile and walk around to the point where they ask me like this...
Yeah... I just want to be sad, inferior, weak, and seen by others
I didn't make it..Poker face... I feel bitter while writing like this..^^ Haha;; life is so beautiful~ But it's hard. Should I say..
Or it's beautiful because it's hard... Ha..
I said no... He just went to his seat...
Suddenly, with another friend, a wig..They talked about hair loss............
Oh, my.............At that moment.....................
I thought my heart was going to stop............
I'm reading books to study.................My ears are toward my friends...-_-'''
When I heard it.............I felt like I couldn't say anything.. crying
My friend B and I don't study late at night.. You two went to school together...
That's when I felt my friend stutter trying to talk to me..
I just... I'll do it next to him..I'm having a hard time these days. (Especially speaking how I feel right now...)...;;)
We were walking together like this..
I felt like I was going to talk to you again first, but..
My friend didn't bring out the wig baby..He just said something else....
To be honest... "Is this a wig?" " Ever since my friend asked me..
I felt that the behavior and atmosphere of the two of us became somewhat awkward...
Haha...;;; I tried to speak as naturally as possible...
On my way home..........I was a close friend, but I couldn't tell her and lied to her, so I felt crazy about her...But I can't tell you because I'm afraid the relationship will get worse because I'm a dear friend of mine... White lie...Is this a white lie?
Today, I didn't talk to my friend B as much as I could and just studied in my seat..
Sigh... I don't like this kind of feeling
But I shouldn't let go of studying...226 days to go to the topic of high school seniors
Just a lot of worries..Life is kind of hard..A lot of worries..
But what I'm feeling is
Life is beautiful..^^
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