As much as I'm frustrated... He's laughing..
Fell down... ...all night and as much as I cried every day........
I try not to fall down.......
I don't want to be sympathetic........I want to be confident..
deep in pain............. You can get up and run again.
I've been in a lot of pain before............ Because there's no greater frustration than this..
I won't give up..
I'm going to the college I want to go to..
I'll do what I want to do..
I will do the hobby that I want to do.
I will go on a trip with my close friends.
My flaws can't be a hindrance to my dreams like this..
So just because you're frustrated, there's no reason for me to fall there..
I made myself strong..
This is me trying to live with a smile as much as I'm frustrated.
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I'm posting this on my blog.. She's a high school girl in the third grade..
(I live with a wig on...)
Haha.. dozens of days when I thought I wanted to kill myself..
I can't even stay up the day I thought I didn't want to live..
But... Because I have a friend who recognizes my flaws...
I have a friend who promised to go on a trip later...
Because I have a friend who believes in me..
No matter how frustrated you are..........I try to overcome my frustration with a smile..
At least once a day.. I can't get rid of the thought of not wanting to live..
As an adolescent.. It's really hard to die for..
No matter how old you are... I'm sure all the people who come here are like that, right?
But still... cheer up! When I was young... Because I try to live with a smile as much as it's hard.. ^^
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