Hello. It's my first time here today. There's no place like this.
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It's a pity that many people have suffered from hair.
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I'll just write down a few words. I am a 25-year-old countryman from Daegu.
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My hair doesn't grow very thin and long from birth.
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If you pull out a hair, you can't even see it well. You can't imagine it in writing, can you?
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Since I was young, I've been teased a lot about being bald.
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I thought a lot about wanting to die.
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Still, until middle school, I grew up in a rural grandmother's house and lived a very comfortable life.
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Since the neighborhood is a little bit small, everyone knows me like this, and I've never teased or suffered from baldness, and I've grown up without much care. I've been wearing a hat since middle school. The elementary school was in the neighborhood, but there was no middle school, so I had to go out to the town of Chata-gu. I didn't wear a hat when I went to school, but I always wore a hat when I left school.
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Until then, there were no kids who wore hats, but if people who didn't know see meYou might have thought you're so cool -_-;
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I've been wearing it for over 10 years since then -_-; for me, a hat is just like a normal person's underwear -_-;
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Do you think my dreams are far away since I was young? My biggest wish and dream is to marry and have children with ordinary people. Usually, when kids ask you if you have a far-fetched dream, it's very fancy Judges, doctors, scientists, police, etc. I answer, but that's my dream. That's still my dream. It might be an impossible dream for me. I may have given up on marriage or entertainment since I was a child. I've never been in a relationship with a woman this age. His face looks pretty ^^
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My biggest concern these days is getting a job I graduated in February this year, but I'm looking for a job with this hair.
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So after months of thinking, I decided to get a wig. It took me a month to get a wig It takes a long time because it's done by hand. In the meantime, I've been quite full of dreams.
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I can live the same way as others. Even if I walk on the street, I don't look at anyone.
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A normal world where no one sees me weird..
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It was slow, so I wore a wig. I'm going to feel really awkward when I look in the mirror after using this. Anyway, my face looks bigger and weirdly ugly to me -_-; it's all over and I'm going to go home, but the staff there who washed the wig is like this.
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Look at me being awkward, "You can't wear a hat on your way home ^^" He says, jokingly laughing in a slightly rotten tone. I was like, "Yes~~~"
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Wow, but as soon as I come out, I'm worried about how I'll be seen by people.
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Anyway, my thoughts intersected and I felt awkward, so I bowed down and about 100 meters
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I put on my hat again.-_-;
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When I got home, I only looked in the mirror. It's funny. I have to use this, but I feel really disappointed. -_-; I'm looking in the mirror for a long time I remembered the employee's words that it's more natural to put on mousse or spray gel to shape it
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I've set up a gel.Ugh, which gel is it -_-? My younger sister was at home, but suddenly, the younger sister who was looking at me seemed awkward, so I had no choice but to think about asking about my mom who came home from work later, and I did my best to see myself pacing in front of the mirror until that evening. I've never had long hair in my life, and suddenly I had long bangs, and I couldn't handle it I part my hair, too.
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I tried my bangs on the side and all the way forward -_-; I was building a star I thought, "Oh, it's my hair."
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That evening, I bit my tusks and kicked the gel slowly. My mom was watching me from the side
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I was a little shy, so I was going to go out and show my mom, but I held her in front of the dressing table.
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But -_-; I don't know how to apply gel Spray it on your hands and put it on your hair
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Does it come out after sprinkling it? Well, in the end, I gave up on being my best friend and left the room. It's pathetic -_-;
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I've been wearing a wig for about three days, and I'm really going to die. I'm frustrated and going crazy.
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It's awkward and frustrating to see a person who's lived a cool life with his hair pressed down.
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The nerves only went to the chubby wig, and eventually I went the next day and took it off.
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I couldn't take it off by myself because it was attached. Finally gave up wigs after 3 days. ㅠ.ㅠ
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Of course, I thought a lot about it before I took it off. Are you going to live with this for the rest of your life.
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Or I've been thinking about it for a few days whether I'm going to take off my wig and live like I used to.
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But the strange thing is that I have the courage to live more than before because I decided to live without the wig. I thought I might live with my head tied up, and anyway, it's hard to explain in writing, but I have the courage to be more meaningful in front of others than before.
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So, I'm going to live like this, thinking about what I'm going to eat, and living like that.
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Tomorrow, I'm going to submit my resume here and there. I'm sure there's a place somewhere that accepts me Of course, it won't be easy.
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This reminds me of that. Before I entered university, I was going to do a part-time job with my friend, but rather than an advertisement, I saw an advertisement that said I was looking for a part-time job at a place called Daewoo Engineering in Daegu. At that time, it was before the IMF, so each company was out of work. I went to work with my friend next day. My mom is a part-timer, but I still give her pocket money to take care of her handkerchief and use it because she goes to her child's work. They assigned me a place to work. I think I'm taking pictures of car parts with a machine. But then a clerk came and broke me.
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He broke me and put out a hat. He was going to wear it and say, "Yes, I'm going to wear it."
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I'll sing it again. I can't do it The image of the company is not goodI'm sorry, but I'm asking you to leave. No matter how angry you are, you guys like XX come out with arrogant insults.
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I was worried that there would be none when I was working, so I threw myself out of a part-time job like XX, but I said Xral, "It's so great to work." It's an industrial complex, so I'm the only one who can see on the street It's working hours, so I'm at a ten-board stop for a long time, and the bus came and I got on. That's his last stop
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I was the only one in the car because it was time for everyone to get tickets.
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But since I'm not in the car, even if I don't want to cry, it keeps flowing. It's so cloudy that I can't handle it. It was hot when my tusks were running, so I kept crying for an hour until I took out the towel that I told them to shut up if they sweated and went home without making any noise.
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Yeah, you must have been grown up and new to cry. Even if I don't want to cry, my tears keep covering my eyes.That's when I realized how sad I was without hair. It was also the most painful day I've ever felt.
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In the end, the towel my tusks gave me to sweat was covered with tears when I came home.
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A world that's like X
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But it was great to be a college student.
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Of course, it was hard to approach my friends with this hair for the first time, but when I get closer, people like me (Am I the only one thinking -_-;) My personality is kind of optimistic
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Yo. It's hard to get to know each other at first..But in the second grade, I became very close to my classmates, so I let them go overboard
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I just wrote it down, but it doesn't even add up and I think I'm in a situation of planetary snow.
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There are people like me who have lived without a head all their lives, so you guys are a little bit lost and there are people like that. Be brave. ^^
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I'm still jealous of you who can do anything for your hair.
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Hair Transplant medication, etc. It's a baby from far away to me.
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Oh, the world is beautiful~♥
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