[General] Re: Bald ㅠ.ㅠ

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&gt; Hello, it's my first time here today. There's no place like this.
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&gt; It's a pity that there are a lot of people who have suffered from hair.
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&gt; I'll just write a few letters. I am a 25-year-old countryman from Daegu.
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&gt; My hair doesn't grow very thin and long from birth.
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&gt; If you pull out a hair, you can't even see it well. You can't imagine it in writing, can you?
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&gt; Since I was young, I've been teased a lot about being bald.
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&gt; I thought a lot about wanting to die.
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&gt;But until middle school, I grew up in a rural grandmother's house and lived a really comfortable life.
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&gt; Since the neighborhood is a little bit small, everyone knows me like this, and I've never teased or suffered because I'm bald, and I grew up without paying much attention. I've been wearing a hat since middle school. The elementary school was in the neighborhood, but there was no middle school, so I had to go out to the town of Chata-gu. I didn't wear a hat when I went to school, but I always wore a hat when I left school.
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&gt; Until then, he didn't have any kids who wore hats, but when people who don't know see himYou might have thought you're so cool -_-;
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&gt; I've been wearing it for over 10 years since then -_-; for me, a hat is the same as a normal person wearing underwear -_-;
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&gt; Do you think your dreams are far from me since you were young? My biggest wish and dream is to marry and have children with ordinary people. Usually, when kids ask you if you have a far-fetched dream, it's very fancy Judges, doctors, scientists, police, etc. I answer, but that's my dream. That's still my dream. It might be an impossible dream for me. I may have given up on marriage or entertainment since I was a child. I've never been in a relationship with a woman this age. His face looks pretty ^^
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&gt; The biggest concern for me these days is getting a job I graduated in February this year, but I'm looking for a job with this hair.
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&gt; So after months of thinking, I decided to get a wig. It took me a month to get a wig It takes a long time because it's done by hand. In the meantime, I've been quite full of dreams.
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&gt; I can live the same way as others. Even if I walk on the street, I don't look at anyone.
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&gt; It's a normal world where no one sees me strangely..
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&gt; It was slow, so I wore a wig. I'm going to feel really awkward when I look in the mirror after using this. Anyway, my face looks bigger and weirdly ugly to me -_-; it's all over and I'm going to go home, but the staff there who washed the wig is like this.
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&gt; Look at me feeling awkward and say, "Don't wear a hat on your way home ^^." Jokingly, he smiles with a slightly rotten tone. I was like, "Yes~~~"
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&gt; Wow, but as soon as I come out, I'm worried about how I'll be seen by people.
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&gt; Anyway, my thoughts intersected and it was awkward, so I bowed down and about 100 meters
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&gt;Would I have gone? I put on my hat again.-_-;
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&gt; When I got home, I only looked in the mirror. It's funny and I don't know if I should use this, but I'm also very disappointed. -_-; I'm looking in the mirror for a long time I remembered the employee's words that it's more natural to put on mousse or spray gel to shape it
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&gt; I set up a gel.Ugh, which gel is it -_-? My younger sister was at home, but suddenly, the younger sister who was looking at me seemed awkward, so I had no choice but to think about asking about my mom who came home from work later, and I did my best to see myself pacing in front of the mirror until that evening. I've never had long hair in my life, and suddenly I had long bangs, and I couldn't handle it I part my hair, too.
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&gt; I tried my bangs to the side and all the way forward -_-; I was making a star I thought, "Oh, it's my hair."
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&gt; That evening, I bit my tusks and kicked the gel slowly. My mom was watching me from the side
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&gt; I'm a little shy, so I held my mom in front of the dressing table alone to show her.
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&gt; But -_-; I didn't know how to apply gel Spray it on your hands and put it on your hair
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&gt; Do you sprinkle it and it's empty? Well, in the end, I gave up on being my best friend and left the room. It's pathetic -_-;
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&gt; I've been wearing a wig for about 3 days, but I'm really going to die. I'm frustrated and going crazy.
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&gt; It's awkward and frustrating to see a guy who's lived a cool life with his hair pressed down.
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&gt; The nerves were only in the chubby wig, and eventually I went the next day and took off the wig.
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&gt; Mine was attached, so I couldn't take it off alone. Finally gave up wigs after 3 days. ㅠ.ㅠ
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&gt; Of course, I thought a lot about it until I took it off. Are you going to live with this for the rest of your life.
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&gt; Or I've been thinking about it for a few days whether I'm going to take off my wig and live like before.
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&gt;But the strange thing is that I have the courage to live more than before because I decided to live without the wig. I thought I might live with my head tied up, and anyway, it's hard to explain in writing, but I have the courage to be more meaningful in front of others than before.
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&gt; Yes, I'm going to live like a baby, thinking about what I'm going to eat, and living like a baby.
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&gt; Tomorrow, I'm going to submit my resume here and there. I'm sure there's a place somewhere that accepts me Of course, it won't be easy.
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&gt; This article reminds me of that. Before I entered university, I was going to do a part-time job with my friend, but rather than an advertisement, I saw an advertisement that said I was looking for a part-time job at a place called Daewoo Engineering in Daegu. At that time, it was before the IMF, so each company was out of work. I went to work with my friend next day. My mom is a part-timer, but I still give her pocket money to take care of her handkerchief and use it because she goes to her child's work. They assigned me a place to work. I think I'm taking pictures of car parts with a machine. But then a clerk came and broke me.
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&gt; You broke me, and you put out a hat. You're going to wear it after you try it on
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&gt; Let's sing it again. I can't do it The image of the company is not goodI'm sorry, but I'm asking you to leave. No matter how angry you are, you guys like XX come out with arrogant insults.
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&gt; I was worried that there would be nothing like this when I was working, so I rushed out and said, "It's so great to work part-time with an X-girl like XX, but it's so amazing." It's an industrial complex, so I'm the only one who can see on the street It's working hours, so I'm at a ten-board stop for a long time, and the bus came and I got on. That's his last stop
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&gt; It's time for everyone to get tickets, so I was the only one in the car.
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&gt; But it's so sad because I'm not in the car. Even if I don't want to cry, it keeps flowing. It's so cloudy that I can't handle it. It was hot when my tusks were running, so I kept crying for an hour until I took out the towel that I told them to shut up if they sweated and went home without making any noise.
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&gt; Yes, you must have grown up and never cried. Even if I don't want to cry, my tears keep covering my eyes.That's when I realized how sad I was without hair. It was also the most painful day I've ever felt.
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&gt; In the end, the towel my tusks gave me to sweat was covered with tears when I came home.
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&gt; What an X-like world
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&gt; Still, it was very good to be a college student.
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&gt; Of course, it was hard to approach my friends with this hair for the first time, but people like me when I get closer (Am I the only one thinking -_-;) My hair is kind of optimistic
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&gt; Yo. It's hard to get close at first, right..But in the second grade, I became very close to my classmates, so I let them go overboard
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&gt; I just wrote it down, but it doesn't make sense and I think I'm in the situation of planetary snow.
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&gt; There are people like me who have lived without a head all their lives, so you guys are a little bit lost and there are people like that. Be brave. ^^
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&gt; I'm still jealous of you who can do anything for your hair.
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&gt; My hair is like a Hair Transplant, so I'm a baby from far away.
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&gt; Oh, the world is beautiful~♥
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&gt; Thank you for your writing..
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It's been 3 years since I wore a hat
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Sometimes, she's a girl..
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Only in the neighborhood..
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I've never been sad about my hair like you
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It's not here
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The extent to which Gu-nyang says goodbye to a female Ching-gu (Woody-bal-nyeon~)
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You don't even contact me when I meet you and take off your hat..
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I think it's a good thing..
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If you meet a lot of people..It's going to be a gem. It's going to cover the rest of your heart
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I was the only one who was tired and a little sad even if I met those who couldn't..
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I'll enjoy it if I can't avoid it like the army says..
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Whether I'm sad or happy, time goes by
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Anyway, I read your writing well..
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Let's not be frustrated until the end as you think..Way to go!!!
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