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[General] I wore a wig... I went on a blind date...

23years ago
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I went on a blind date at the age of thirty-one.
It was a blind date that I used to do a lot when I was young.
Look at most women under their feet. (I don't think I'm that smug...)
I played Dutang and Seitang on a blind date a day..
If you're not going to wait and see the other person coming in after drinking coffee..
There are so many girls in the world who like me.. I'll do it..
After that time, when I was walking away..
It's been about six or seven years..
I went on a blind date.

At some point, my hair started to fall out.
Now it's easy for anyone to see that hair loss is progressing..
Yeah, it's empty.
A year or two ago, I also ate propesia.
I know it's not going to work for a month or so, but..
I'm lazy
Dad, my oldest dad, they're all like that.. You don't think this strong blood is.. Will it be fixed..
That's how I feel.. I quit after a month.

Then, a few months ago, I finished my wig.
I thought a lot about it.. I was really upset..
I got the wig right.
Pretending to be confident, talking to people, joking..
I don't care.. I've been living..
No, more than that,
I'm more active than the heady ones, but..
Actually..
With so much self-belief that's gone..
Every time I find myself cringing so much more than I used to..
Standing in front of the mirror.. Looking at me..
It reminds me of the shop lady in front of the school who wanted to see her ID card when she was buying cigarettes even after she was 25..
Actually..
It's more than the usual laugh that was bigger and brighter than anyone else..
Louder..
Actually..
I was riding it without anyone knowing Black..

Wigs... Yeah.. Actually, thank you.
He gave me enough courage to go on a blind date after such a long time. Thank you.
The whole time I was on a blind date..
I was anxious once in a while when I could forget.
She's pretty and capable.. It's a mess.. I'm sorry for the junior guy who asked me to meet him, but..
You still don't know my subject..
Even though she didn't like it very much...
Whoo... I was anxious the whole time.

The way she looked in front of me..
whether conscious or unconscious
If I deflect my eye contact for a moment and head over it for a moment..
I'll hurry up and finish what I've been talking about..
The bathroom.. I had to find it.
With the excuse of going to smoke..

And..
I touched my hair again in front of the bathroom mirror for a long time..
No matter how much I cover it, I'm upset with the way my hair looks..
The cigarettes I used to smoke every time were very bitter.

Then..
Suddenly... What are you doing when you meet someone like this..
You're showing a different side of yourself..
I met people.. He said he got attached to me.. I don't know what it means..
To another image of me standing across the mirror.. I asked.

In fact,
Starting 15 days ago, he was treated again with propecia and minoxidil
It was nourishing with elcystin.
I thought it was my last challenge, and I didn't drink.. I'm picking out food..
I was trying.
In 15 days..
I started to see a lot of baby hairs around my bangs.
It was fascinating.. I was thankful, too.

So ..
I wore a wig on my blind date.
Just in case.. Of course.. It's a change of belief that..
I don't think I look like someone who has nothing to do with hair loss.
If I continue with the treatment I'm doing now, I'm confident that I can cover it to some extent.
Wearing a wig.. We've been seeing each other for a few months..
If you continue to treat him until a few months later and his condition improves...
I've been losing some hair lately.. That's my concern.. He did it a few times..
I cut my hair.. You said you were upset.. I've been losing my hair lately.. If you smile in a cool way..Wouldn't it work..
A few months later.. My hair will come out a little more..
I wore a wig and went out to meet her.

Maybe she..
Actually, you might have noticed.
Eat... Drink.. It's less than a meter away..
Just staring at my face.. Yeah, I sat there for five hours..
In fact, you must have noticed her.

And yet..
I don't think it's all right. I'm talking about me.. Laughing..
And yet..
You don't even ask me a word.. Over 11.. I've been holding you out..
She didn't like me, but.. Thank you.
And... the courage to go out even if it's something like that.. I let you have it..
Even the wig.. Thank you.

It's a night full of gratitude.
But... but what's the reason..
More than those great thanks..
Louder.. I mean..
Big, deep, and hard to match those thanks..
It's bittersweet.. Again... I'm upset.

It's not what I wanted..
It's not like I'm bad at it...
Anything.. If I can make an effort..
I've always... lived like that.. Studying.. Work... everyone.. Enough to get what you want.. I ran so hard...
It could be...
I could do anything..

It's just..
It's just frustrating.
It's just bittersweet.
I'm just upset.

I went on a blind date..
I'm supposed to be happy, but...
I'm just upset.
All the way through.