I am a 30-year-old man from Seoul. I'm old, but I don't have a job, and after looking into this and that, I managed to become a salesperson for one company. It's like I don't have any company experience, so even though I'm 30 years old, I'm afraid. It's already been about 10 days. I've been wearing wigs for a few years, but I've always worn wigs and hats, so I've never shown people anything other than chestnuts. I lost my hair and now I'm almost timid Everything is timid and crawls into the voice. First of all, I got a job, but I want to quit First of all, I'm still nervous because I think I'm the biggest worried about my hair, so I'm worried that someone will notice that I'm wearing a wig. I don't know if you already know and don't talk about it, but I'm learning this and that because it's still early, but if I bump a wig somewhere, my face turns red for a moment. Even at morning meetings, it's always messy to say that you're nervous about who's going to talk about it with your hair and not showing your wig. I was wondering if it would make you look better. It's so messy that I can't call it a company worker's hair. I'm a newbie now, so I don't talk about it with my hair, but I think I'll ask him to cut it from now on I think it's a know-how that's less obvious while wearing a wig, but most of the business is closed, so I get a job by crying and eating mustard, and I'm not confident about my home base Since I'm here, the thought of working hard on what I came in changes to a few hours. First of all, the wig is discouraging, so no matter what anyone teaches me, I can't even get into my head and get used to it When I see clients and companies, it's more burdensome to say that they are handsome from time to time. I'm afraid to imagine how embarrassing it would be for the people in the company and for them to know that I'm bald I've never told anyone but my family that I'm losing my hair before, so I'm feeling the intense burden of baldness. I've already quit a few companies because of my hair, and I quit all of them within a week. I'm so afraid to wake up in the morning and go to work, whether it's hard or not. So I smoke two packs of cigarettes a day (previously one pack) and I'm so stressed that I can't even sleep at night. As you know, the salesperson doesn't leave work regularly, drinks a lot, and goes on business trips often, so I doubt I can withstand that. Airplane metal detectors (I'm wearing magnetic wigs), when I go on a business trip and share a room with my boss, I can only sigh about what to do I don't even know if it's rain. I always get scared beforehand after I lose my hair. I worry about it in advance and conclude it in advance, so I feel less confident and I don't feel like I'm here. I keep drinking by myself. I can't even sleep in that condition When I come back from work, I just get mad at my family that I can't go around. My parents criticized me a lot for being pathetic and incompetent when I left the company even without going around for a few days a while ago. I'm so sorry, and you raised me to eat at this age, but I know I shouldn't do this, but my personality can't stand it and I just want to die. But there's nothing to be afraid of if you wear a wig and a hat upside down. Even if I meet my friends, I'm nervous that someone will recognize me or touch my hair if I wear a wig. You're more confident than the average person because you're comfortable with a wig and a hat, and even a sober woman is twisted. I'm good at talking, so I wondered if there was anything I could do with a hat, so I looked for it. So I think I'll quit and look for more things like that. Yesterday, I even trembled alone after work. I want to quit, but my father can't work, so I have to earn money quickly, but I can't do this or that because I keep feeling a lot of pressure on my head, and I just blame my parents. I need to make money and I don't know what to do because I think I'm going to go crazy when I work. I'm even embarrassed to write thinking how many people have such pathetic thoughts at the age of 30. Should I go to work under this kind of stress? Or should I find something I can do with my hat on? I'm so curious how anyone who wears a wig and works, especially in sales, deals with unexpected situations (such as sleeping with a business owner, getting on a plane, etc.). I'd like to hear some advice from anyone who got a job with a wig or someone who works for a company, especially someone who works in sales. I'll appreciate it even if you say something bitter. Please give me some advice or experience. I can't answer what to do.
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